I haven't updated since January. I feel obliged to post.
Too lazy for a video. Just perfect for a classic post.
Today I woke up early. It felt like a Friday, ugh.
Went to Planet K, got free condoms, blew them up, and released them while driving.
Watching them float in my rear view mirror was worth it.
Went to Half Price Books, bought a book and a vinyl. I also went Saturday and purchased 3 VHS tapes. I love that store.
Played Mortal Kombat vs DC Universe. I am getting worse at that game and it makes me sad.
Went to subway, and I stole a bag of chips. I felt bad. I felt worse cause I didn't even finish them.
Today, I also learned that the Wienerschnitzel is a hangout for the blacks. haha.

That's about it. So you won't read any more of my blogs until three months from now.
naw jaykay, idk when.

*so I was rereading my post, and I wrote it in a solo point of view, I was with friends. I don't go and steal condoms and blow them up or go walk into a subway and steal chips all alone. I was under the influence of peer pressure. haha.

also, I now use gaga as an adjective for raunchy.

my mind has been feeling like a highway for the past
oh about 18 hours
since last night
I saw something and was literally confused
as I fell asleep, I was more confused
just thinking, thinking, and really, I didn't know how to feel
I still don't as of this moment
I shouldn't be feeling sad, but I am
I know I should just forget about the whole thing(the WHOLE thing)
but I can't
I told myself I don't want to be like someone I know
wanting something I can't have
and that's what I'm doing
well, not really
but that's mostly the big picture
and I made a mistake today
I should have kept it to myself
why did I think I was going to feel any better telling someone?
someone who I feel like I barely know anymore
so yeah, I wrote this as a reminder to myself that I should not feel down
I should not!
but as of this moment, that's all I'm capable of feeling
I know if I keep myself busy, that will help me a lot
and now, one of my sources of self therapy is now non available
one is my zune, which is available, but wasn't because of some technical glitch on new years'
and the other is my car
when I would feel like crap, I would drive
now, I can't really
so yeah, just keeping a straight face, that's all I can do for now
pathetic, I know

-thank you, really.
-after that day, we are officially bros, or braughs.
-the resemblance is uncanny, except you're not blonde with blue eyes
-i like your face, but i can't stare at it for too long
-i'm really amazed at our situation
-you're surprisingly funny
-i will always be your friend
-i take you with me everyday, literally
-i miss you
-you really are a great person, even though you think otherwise
-hug?
-so many things remind me of you, its ridiculous and a bit unnecessary
-i can count the days i've known you, thanks to my old journal, but i wont
-i have a fear/phobia of your death
-we've grown, closer or apart, you decide
and finally
-thanks for going that day, if that makes sense

srsly...
talk about Sophie's Choice
talk about the Price is Right Showcase Showdown
talk about Super Mario picking a treasure chest in that mushroom hut
talk about, well you get it
I ( a fat ass) had that type of dilemma today

last night my nephews got McDonalds
I didn't want anything, although it smelled good
well today, when deciding for lunch, I settled on McDonalds
I was halfway through my fries when I decided I needed some kind of sauce
ketchup was in the fridge and way too cold for this weather
so I went to the dining room where my nephews ate last night
and this is all I see...



like it was waiting for me!
like those sauces knew I was coming for them
how could I make a decision like that!??!?!?!?!?!

I went with barbeque
haha.

God kneels down before the Holy Trifecta that is the McDonalds Mc Nugget Sauces
1.Sweet 'N Sour
2. BarBeQue
3. Honey Mustard


(hot/spicy mustard doesn't count, who the hell eats that shit?!)

no not in my hair, of my day:

1.having a really good breakfast at Jim's
2.watched the first season of arrested development and finding out the movie is a go
3.putting on a shirt from high school and having it fit big

yeah that was my sunday
sunday
my first sunday in a while in which i had no worries
no homework, no responsibilities, nothing in my way
so yeah, i spent it like a bedshaped bum
although i should study for my spanish quiz
ha, everyone knows i'm going to pass it

so school is almost over for the semester
i'm so excited
i think i'm going to put my major as kinesiology
just for the time being to avoid getting a hold on my account

i have a lot of stuff to say but idk how to say it
i should write it anonymous and vague
cause i have no balls
but if i do, i'm sure people are going to be asking me,
who they are, who am i talking about, etc.
we'll see, i really don't have anything that bad to say
meh

i'm done
laters

lj exclusive!
(lololol valerie):
icon related
decipher that bitches

yo yo, i'm in.
i got up kinda late for school, but i still went
luckily i did cause as i was headed to the stairs to go to class
i noticed my teacher at the elevator, so i tried to slip away
but she saw me and said, "Hey!!"
so i went up to her and she asked me if i wanted to ride with her,
i was like, okay!
so we talked and talked, and yeah, i'm getting an A in literature this semester
woo hoo!

microeconomics test today
first 12 questions, i was really discouraged, toward the middle, i was on a roll
and at the end, i hurried up and guessed
yeah, that class sucks

so i got home, turned on the TV and Pokemon Battle Frontier was on
so i watched a little of it and got really envious
why can't i have green eyes and green hair?
or purple hair with blue eyes?
or blue hair with silver eyes?
etc, etc...
srsly, the Japanese create this awesome fantasy world
pinches.

and just right now, i got my Halloween costume
i got my inspiration from Jake and Amir, two people that have this website with comedy sketches. they are really hilarious. you can see my costume here and right nyeah . that was my best attempt to spell an eric cartman expression. Fail.

laters.

i was on my way home from the park today and i stopped at a stoplight.
some guy was in between the two lanes asking for money.
i felt bad because my damned parents raised me to always give money to the hobos.
i dont mind doing that, its just he was on my passenger side and my passenger window is broken.
so i felt bad making him and all of the other hobos before this one, walk around to my window, making it seem like i'm saying,"no, you come to me!"
anyways, he gets it and says, "thank you, god bless, sorry to bother you."
i say, "oh no, its fine."
"please forgive me."
"nah, its cool, its cool."
then he walked away.
wth was i supposed to say to that,
"you better! i could have been plucking my nose hairs or texting someone but instead i decide to spend my time at a red light on you, to give you change?1?! ugh!!"
okay i didnt say that, but that was the first time a hobo man asked me to forgive him, when i always tell them sorry in my mind for making them walk to me.
idk, i just thought it was a really sincere moment from a hobo man.
who knows, he could have been a liar, a drunk, or a druggie, but just the fact that he said please forgive me really meant a lot to me.
he had no obligation to say it, because i wasnt obligated to give him money, i just did it cause my parents always raised me like that.
anyways, im done,

OH!!!

today on the bus, i saw an accident. like it happened right next to the bus, but i missed it. i just heard a big BAM and saw that a lady went down the wrong way of a one way street into i think the side of a van.
i've been in four accidents (none of which by my hand, but of my parents and sister[knocks on wood]) and i could never get used to all of the people just staring
but of course, i stared too.
its human nature, you cant help but to look.
laters!